growup&blowaway

i decide

2008-03-29T20:17:00.005+08:00

there's a word used to described a person being overly emotional for the most trivial details of life. and that modern word is emo.

...i was trying to think of something 'emo' to write about, but i cant figure out anything. weird. nothing terrible happened (other than the day i actually brought an UMBRELLA for once was also the day a car decided to SKID pass me on a road half flooded; no difference whether i brought an umbrella or not. soaked wet. but still rather trivial.)

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in the mean time, i proclaim this blog: abandoned.

till further notice is released, thanks for reading.

time is a greedy thing, it keeps all the memory to itself

2008-03-27T17:29:00.004+08:00

i suppose now everyone is starting to adjust well to their new semester in university, few high school friends of mine would just suddenly materialize from their long unexplained absence, we almost unofficially proclaimed them dead.

like rare fossils they are.

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here right
no matter wad u wear oso won't stand out wan
if u wear until very nice nice
sure there will be ppl wearing nicer than u

better dun wear anything

if u wear ugly, sure there is ppl uglier than u
dun wear anything oso cannot
coz dat day i went to the beach with my mum
den we saw a
woman....naked...sunbathing
and no one was even looking
not that we were
aware of la
coz a lot of ppl were wearing sunglasses

the dirty circus where i MIGHT be spending my entire 2009.
but lets be optimistic.

and so the rain did pour. and it continued to poured. but we are no waterlilies.

2008-03-23T18:29:00.008+08:00

yesterday it rained so heavy my workplace was flooded temporarily. it took a while before pavilion's cleaners came all armed with brooms. and as if defying nature all warriors of the sea braced the thunderous wind and swept the roaring current gushing in. but water kept flowing and the security guards had to help, together they formed a line with brooms in their hands creating a human barricade, sweeping in unison. sweep in, sweep out, in, out...

not really. they were all hiding inside the toilets. and only came out hours later after WE swept and the sun dried them up. clever immigrants.

but me and the other staff were celebrating with glee haha.

not that we were in any mood to work.

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yesterday's bbq farewell party for fook who's leaving for japan... next week?
those above are future mahjong kungfu clan :P.

"fireworks".

there was one point when kh was yelling at me to get the chicken. i replied i see NO chicken and he yelled back furiously (bad mood, you'll know why later), ITS BESIDE THE MICROWAVE, but i still dont see any chicken but i figured he was referring to this:

chicken sausage =_=

i'll probably get killed if the owner founds out that i'd posted these pictures here, but oh well wth haha. + click here to continue

somehow kh seems to be the center of all jokes in every conversation we had. haha.

its hard not to laugh here

2008-03-18T18:43:00.005+08:00

OH HEY i'm working part time at a restaurant in pavilion!

the other day i got scolded because some moron decided to YELL my name from 3 floors above and i waved back at him =_=

but other than that everything is great. the managers prefers me standing at the host area so all i do most of the time is to just smile and greet incoming/outgoing customers haha.

and there is a general consensus among all employees that the most perverted one is non other than one of our 3 managers (oh yes we have 3 managers).

last sunday he gave me a used tablecloth and asked me to 'wash my mom's dirty panties'. and whenever he needs a waiter's help to clear the table he'll say 'please go collect their balls'.

:/

drivers and dreamers

2008-03-11T22:05:00.006+08:00

FAILED!

well only for the those inside the first 6 cars.

mine my probably the 7th or 8th one teeheehee

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here's a brief conversation i had with a lecture-mate last week

...i'm majoring in international business. so hopefully i'll get a job in
the tourism sector. i really want to be a theme park owner one day.

HAHAHAHA. ARE YOU SERIOUS? *gives me the raise-in-the-eyebrow look*.

he later replied about him majoring in accounting. oh WOW interesting.

not that i have anything against any potential accountants, but i emphatically pity his lack of imagination. no one dreams of being an accountant. unless of course the environment you lived in suggest no inspiration, thus explaining his sad destiny of being practical and realistic. never mind the fact that he hates accounting.

but a practical person often get things done accordingly and efficiently.

unlike daydreamers who you'll see prancing around the fields of poppies during summer, probably get pricked by the dry branches when the autumn leaves starts to fall but hibernates when winter comes, probably work a little during spring while anticipating for another summer.

the realistic one is only satisfied after seeing visible results.

the daydreamer giggles alone thinking about the impossible.

but daydreamers aren't useless bumbum. we've the thinkers behind all great developments.

okay total exaggeration :P

my new haircut is so short it complements my height.

2008-03-07T21:44:00.007+08:00

that was to encourage me to walk faster.

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so ridiculously busy that the most interesting event is nothing more significant than a fart.

sila duduk

2008-03-05T22:18:00.004+08:00

TISSUES ARE SO OVERRATED. THAT'S WHY LONG SLEEVED SHIRTS ARE FOR.

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stupidity aside, today i added another 2 types of people i can imagine going on a shooting rampage (minus the suicide part) if my neighbourhood was filled with these people only.

#1 non-vegetarian fur-free (peta) activist

please do not attempt to tell me about the pain those cute animals are suffering for those warm cosy furs which i do not own anyway. hey i find chickens and pigs so *adorable* as well so lets stay away from meat ^^

=_=

assuming that animals are human beings of different races, i shall accuse you of practising racism. or cutism. what advocates are implying is that the ugly human beings are to be ignored. take good care of the cute ones.

if you want to advocate for animal rights, hey lets be fair to all animals as well. so stay away from meat next time. including tin-kei frogs we eat with porridge.

#2 the really stupid one

enough said.

i'm a hypocrite. we all are anyway.

2008-03-02T23:28:00.006+08:00

reading random blogs, the feeling isnt the same as it was back then. everyone seems to be posting about similiar content or spamming their own blog with pictures of their notebook cover, the food they ate or the 'blue sky'.

why is everyone so obsessed being the next top blogger?

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btw i had a serious talk with my father. guess what?

he wants me to be a politician.

oh dear.

we all have days

2008-02-29T23:12:00.003+08:00

+ complains and rantings i have

I NEED A VACATION!

demanding such high standards of english from students its only fair for us to expect from the same from monash lecturers. but it takes me minutes to digest anything they pronounce.

2 memorable lectures so far:

#1. plis prolide lelevant details. if not, you... you... you... will be awarded zelo marks.

#2. because at the end of the day you need to apply these theories. you know at the end of the day when you work no one will teach you. so at the end of the day you need to pay attention during lectures. we will guide you and try our best, but at the end of the day your effort counts. at the end of the day...

what you pay isnt what you get

2008-02-26T19:23:00.004+08:00

the first bite = only a hint of kaya.

the second bite however felt as if i was chewing onto someone's thumb.

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and i'd imagine whatever starbucks produces are a mixture of expired medicines stirred with cow dung. latte, mocha, expresso regardless how glam the name may be they're all too bitter for my taste.

quoted from a 10 year old

2008-02-24T19:56:00.005+08:00

Friends are like paper. Once the wind came, the paper flies away.

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ironically i thought children are carefree individuals. such analogy suggest so much maturity and... experience? haha.

i feel much younger after reading that blog :D

and they need to spend more time 'offline'. hogging the com is not cool at all.

this, i find despicable

2008-02-24T00:00:00.007+08:00

because bigotry is there.

because propagating against the minority is allegedly a 'responsibility' being a member of the majority; the majority shall stay strong.

its stupid. to slash insults onto others just to be part of the herd.

first week of uni

2008-02-19T23:47:00.002+08:00

Current status: EXHAUSTED

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apparently 5 events made me furious today.

oh and i lost my phone again. i never thought i would be a pickpocket victim.

gah fuck that.

ANYWAY here is the long awaited performance of Josiah Leming at the Ellen Degeneres Show!

the last time...

2008-02-18T14:03:00.005+08:00

...a friend was in trouble? were you able to help them out?

last week. my friend met a flasher at the gents toilet in subang parade. of course, i tried to 'calm him down'. but oh well the whole explanation of an old fag showing his shrivelled penis in such a nerve-wrecking/disgusted voice.

...

...

...

HAHAHAHA

...you felt guilty about something

did i laugh too loud? :/

...you wished you had instantly evaporated into thin air

saturday evening. i learnt through hard way that being a dealer for blackjack while being fully cladded in black is asking for death.

anyway later that night ivan rubbed a red pillow he took from the sofa and rubbed it onto my back and i was on a winning streak during the in-between game. oh i lost terribly as well before the pillow-rub ceremony haha.

and sengloon who was the only one wearing red kept winning and went home reaping off all our angpau money.

GOT SUCH COINCIDENCE OR NOT!?!

josiah leming - one last song

2008-02-15T18:02:00.002+08:00

this song has been stuck in my mind the whole day.

honestly...

2008-02-15T01:38:00.004+08:00

i am NOT excited at all going go university.

things that will be spicing up my next 3 months or so.

lets not forget the finale of pr and the new episode of antm next week.

sometimes i think i should move on with life without all these unnecessary reality tv addiction. damn youtube. you all must be wondering how i can have so much time haha.

josiah leming, my favourite contestant who didnt make it to the top 24! this calls for a boycott from AI >:(

on a less whiney note, the writer's strike is over!

another update of the day

2008-02-14T18:15:00.014+08:00

1) Answer the questions and type into google image search

2) Post pictures from first results page

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1. age at next birthday

2. place you'll like to travel to

3. favorite place

4. favorite object

5. favorite food

6. favorite animal

7. favorite color

8. place you were born

9. place where you live

10. name of a past pet

11. best friends nickname

12. your screen name/nickname

13. your first name

14. your middle name

15. your last name

16. a bad habit of yours

17. your first job

18. grandmother's name

19. college major

20. favorite holiday

talk about a new hairdo

2008-02-14T15:22:00.002+08:00

the grammy show was amazing. edit: AMAZING!

but seriously... amy winehouse?

i think the voting panels were smoking weeds as well. that explains everything.

if anyone's opinion matters it's an opinion made by you

2008-02-14T02:45:00.005+08:00

i've just spend 3 hours allocating my timetable just for the first sem of university, which is starting next week.

the onset of all assignments and exams!

anyway i've somehow managed to cram everything into 3 days hehe =D

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you know, in those few minutes of walking from one end to another end of pyramid (the street where all the alfresco restaurants are) i've never met so familiar faces before. its almost a joke.

7 am.

globalisation and human rights

2008-02-09T03:39:00.000+08:00

today i shall be talking about abortion, one of the social issues in the presidential election. though i dont see how it will influence the votes in any way when compared to more important current issues ie. the economy and iraq. anyhow within the parties themselves no unanimous consensus is made regarding abortion.

*us presidential election is like the grammys of world politics! and isnt our local media being a bit too biased again?

anyway the point is, i dont think there is any right or wrong answers.

for the longest time ever, without any particular reasons at all i was (sort of) against abortion.

is it acceptable for women not being able to decide for her own body?

of course! cause abortion is cruel as a life is being killed. anyhow its what i have been told.

but then again comes the very subjective question: how do we define life (or human being)?

a fetus do not have any characteristic resembling a person, it has no mental or physical capabilities, neither can it feel.

thus whether or not abortion is morally wrong or not depends on their perception about the definition of a human being i suppose. but who's perspective we take when deciding laws regarding abortion?

now everyone can easily gain weight!

2008-02-08T01:10:00.000+08:00

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the only thing i look forward to cny *o*

when ur 18 rm10 in an angpau seems... rather insignificant haha :P

i only replied those who wished me haha. cause sending sms greetings isnt really my thing. i think their some sort of spam. unless i feel that i don't get to wish them in person of course.

so yeah happy chinese new year people :D

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*i was told to post more pictures as it creates an illusion that i have a longer post. lol.

ineedsomespacebetweenus

2008-02-01T14:39:00.000+08:00

i had rm60 worth of mph vouchers which was useless. both maluri and mv stores had nothing i wanted. "no more stock" - mph staff. so i bought stuff i know i'm never going to use. note to self: no last minute task anymore.

the perfect chair. thats how i read all the time. or use to laptop hehe. i've prefected the art of balancing it on my stomach while resting it on my laps/knees. (the heat from the laptop helps to burns fat, mini sauna for my tummy)

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driving lessons: i keep forgetting about the clutch haha. i have a tendency to release the clutch when my gear is not free. but i managed to endure 4 hours of yelling so another 4 hours wouldnt be so bad :/. right?

the davos question

2008-01-28T23:38:00.000+08:00

...i had an answer a while ago.

but on my right my brother is dota-ing with the speaker on LOUD and on the other side my sister is watching her 'oh-so-romantic' korean dramas with the volume LOUDER. my dog is barking. my speaker is on as well. of course loud la. battle of the loudest haha. typical. and someone's handphone is ringing. oh yes school day, annoying school kids. tsk tsk monday.

at the ktm station today

2008-01-28T00:31:00.000+08:00

dik, pergi mana?

erm, stesen shalinie.

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i cant believe what i said.

i hope they find her quickly. her posters are already everywhere!

guilty pleasures

2008-01-26T01:27:00.000+08:00

my veins are on the verge of exploding. too anxious for the next episode.

(i have a feeling bailey gonna resign her post)

我又怎麽会笑着流泪~

2008-01-23T17:57:00.000+08:00

oh i have been told to stop listening to furtado's songs over and over again.

being perky all the time makes me want to love everything. or another way put i don't hate anything really. or maybe because i rarely think about it so i don't know what i dislike.

so if i say i'm a great fan of something i mean it! because its a thing that i love more than everything else i love.

南拳媽媽 - 笑著流淚 (Album: Treasure hunt)

anyway the thing that really pisses me off today, is the number of views for that video. 7000+ only?

whats more annoying is how quickly people related them to jay chou. oh their jay's appretice! oh they sound like jay! oh look at jay at the end of the video he's so cute! isn't that lara who sang with jay!

HUH?

if jay were to do any versions of their song, he wouldnt even be able to pronouce any words clearly so lets not even go there. they have such different style why even compare them! >:(

i haven't gotten mad for so long i'm getting pissed off at such trivial stuff sigh.

look at my kite flying over foggy fields

2008-01-11T19:38:00.001+08:00

i have a sudden random urge to run around the playgound in the middle of the cold night flying a blue kite under the cold rain. and let the gentle wind guide my kite to somewhere it wants to be.

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